Hello world

Hello best friends, I'm so lucky to have you guys in my life now. SAJC isn't as bad as I thought it'd be, I find myself quite enjoying the hectic and bustling life in college :) And even though we dream about life without the white and blue uniform, I know we're all thankful of the phrase "No one is here by chance" because it is truly evident. I am blessed with you beautiful people :)

I wonder if anyone still visits this blog, it's been so long, so many memories I try to cast behind my mind, beneath this virtual world. Yet everytime I chance upon this site again, I never fail to look back. The archives, the words I used to write, I feel so ashamed of my childishness and foolishness in the past, I wonder if I ever think before I write in the past. Well, life's like that, I suppose moving on was the best thing that occurred in my life thus far. And for everyone that's been in and out of my life, I regret knowing that you were never a constant. Sigh, words, words are my only release nowadays. I am grateful I found beauty in language and a love for the wit and humor and pain put all in one.

I admit I miss the life I used to have, the adventures, the thrill, the reluctance to abide. I wish I had the same failure to be responsible, I wish reality never knocked on my door. But everyone grows up someday, and my day came the moment I caved in and realised how alone I was. Subtly the people that never left you, they come through, as your only light. Then you recognise how naive you were all along to believe that true love only comes once. Because my true love's been circling me over and over again, everyday. Here I stand with empty hands, empty hearts, empty blood, nothing but a sense of gratitude, for whoever attempted to save me once in my lifetime.

Never lands/